I have never realized how deep my love for him was, until I spent the weekend of July 14, 2012 with him, honoring his bravery and dedication for me. He left everything he know and loved on May 15, 2012 to become one of the elite Airmen to serve this country. The details of that weekend are in the works. In fact, I've all ready begun typing the most unbelievable weekend I have ever lived. It may take days or weeks to complete. For now, I love him and miss everything about him. He is brave. 
Here's looking at you kid.